while i was out for a walk i lost my keys.
i walked around looking at the ground but i couldn't find my keys.
i started to feel like i had to shit.
it became real to me that i might have to shit in an alley.
i've had to shit outside before but never in an alley and never during the day.
when i thought i might have to shit in an alley, i immediately took a deep breath and thought, "you can do this, you are strong."